I’ve had it up to here with misplaced packages. You supposedly can’t find my house even though I’ve been in your GPS coordinates for over 14 years. My parents get packages from you no problem. I order something and it gets lots. I’ve come to the conclusion that you must hate me. I’m officially sticking with your much better older more mature family member UPS.
Why is it that when you try to help someone you end up getting screwed over? I’ve tried and tried and tried but this person is either incredibly stupid or has entirely too much pride to accept my help. They know that I won’t think any less of them. THe only time they get in touch with me is when they need money or someone to talk to since their “Fiance” (They’ve only been dating two months) is off with his friends doing God knows what. Maybe I’m selfish or incredibly cold but I do believe I’ve reached the end of my tether. Patience does not begin to describe how tolerant I’ve been on this indiviudal’s childish and idiotic displays and tantrums when I tell them I’m not loaning anymore money or that I won’t be playing cheuffer to them any longer. They were never once there for me when I was having trouble keeping my head above the turbulent waters that are also known as life. Her problems became my problems and I was sucked in. I dropped the ball on nearly everything just for that person fully knowing that would never do the same for me. I never expected anything from them expect perhaps a simple thank you. Did I ever get it? No, I didn’t. But I’ve learned one thing. It is to never fully put trust in someone that you think you know no matter what song or dance they give you. I was never a person to put up walls, now I am. There are a select few that I choose to stay in contact with and they know who they are. They know that they have my full trust. I just wish the person that decided to be an idiot would just quite trying to hang on to me and just grow up. The trust that once was no longer is. Let it go and move on. Spare me the sob story that you’re all alone and everyone hates you. It’s High School bullshit and you know it, grow up, shut up, and deal. That’s how the world goes, there aren’t any expections for you. Yes, life sucks but it sucks so beautifully at times. Learn that, remember it, and stay the hell away from me, please.
(I doubt the person this post is about is actually reading this because they’re not literate enough to actually have a Tumblr, but it gives me comfort to get it out just the same.)
jackiecrary asked: thanks honey. that makes me feel better.
aww you’re most welcome my love! :) Let me know when you register so I can send you something! I miss you!
Could it be? I’m actually turning into a morning person? *gasp* eh maybe. I’ve got a ton of crap to do today and I really just have the urge to just get it done and over with. Parents are off for a visit to darling older brother aka the big pain in the arse. I opted out and instead will spend the rest of my weekend cleaning the house, and stocking the fridge and cupboards with healthy foods. (They’re not going to know what the hell hit’em and they still won’t believe I went grocery shopping.) Truth be told I’m not fond of it, I could put that hard earned money somewhere else but alas, humans need to eat and they might as well eat healthy. Then perhaps a night in with a movie or something. Maybe working on the math homework, blagh.
Btw, Sam dear if you’re reading this I’d like to say congratulations Mrs. Davis and that I send you and the hubby my love. :-)
Jonathan Richman, Roadrunner
And I say Roadrunner once.
Roadrunner twice.
I’m in love with rock & roll, and I’ll be out all night.
(Source: lieslieslies, via mudwerks)
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REBLOG AND THEN CLICK ON THE PICTURE.
This is the most wondrous thing. I have turned off all of my lights and I’m sat under my duvet like a secret pioneer into this fantastic little world that I can’t stop watching.
Genuinely one of the coolest things I’ve come across on here.
Ok this is amazing
I spent like 20 minutes just watching it.
omg i dont reblog stuff but fhdbsjfhdbshjfs this needs to be on my tumblr omg //stares
(Source: thechronicyouth, via iaminmisery--deactivated2011122)
Sam, if you’re reading this I saw this and immediatly thought of you, which made my day :)
You know when you think you’ve got something squared away and then something happens and you’re back to square one? Yupp, that’s me at the moment. I thought we had established my darling kitten’s name. Nope. She’s not a Fergie. I dare say she’s too refined and a tad too lady like for such a moniker. I’m thinking of something old. So far I’ve got Millicent, Pandora, Demeter, Andorra, Alice, Sarah, Genevieve, Tabitha,Molly, and Mildred, I need names people! Btw, If I can ever get a photo uploaded I will. (She’s a grey tiger striped tabby, also known as a Herringbone Tabby. If that helps :) )
Ugh today was just..ugh. I ended up babysitting, which I love, I really do but when the parents are six hours late picking up their child it’s a little nerve wracking. on the up side my darling little buddy ended up naming my cat for me. The kitten who was dubbed simply “aww, aren’t you just the cutest little kitty in the world.” has now been dubbed Fergie. Or, as she would probably much rather like to be called “The Lady of the Manor and all things stately/regal Sarah D. Kitty Ferguson…I’m sticking with Fergie, it fits better on her ID tag. I think I need to take a nice shower and curl up with a good book.
